JAMIE-LYNN SIGLER’S MARRIAGE WAS A NIGHTMARE! She FANTASIZED ABOUT DEATH While Married to AJ Discala—And We Have the SHOCKING Details!

SOPRANOS STAR’S DARKEST SECRET EXPOSED: MARRIAGE WAS A DEATH WISH!

EXCLUSIVE! Get this, y’all—Jamie-Lynn Sigler is finally spilling the TEA on her first marriage, and chile, it was worse than we ever imagined!

Sources say the Sopranos alum’s romance with her former manager, Abraxas “AJ” Discala, was so “toxic” and “messy” that she literally wished for the sweet release of death.

We’re told Sigler discussed these HORRIFYING moments in her upcoming memoir, And So It Is…: A Memoir of Acceptance and Hope—and it’s straight-up RUMBLE in the jungle!

Can you BELIEVE this?! She admitted to Us Weekly that she fantasized about dying while wed to AJ, claiming it wasn’t even about suicide—it was a DESPERATE cry for help.

“I needed someone to know how much pain I was in,” Sigler revealed, according to reports from AOL.

THE TRUTH BEHIND THE TOXIC VOWS!

Listen up, because the timing of this whole SCANDAL is WILD.

The couple tied the knot in 2003, but right after they said “I do,” Sigler was blindsided by her Multiple Sclerosis diagnosis.

Here’s the thing: AJ was reportedly already entangled with someone else AND tied up with his family—talk about a recipe for disaster!

Because of the MS diagnosis and the already “complicated” start, Sigler felt this PRESSURE—the relationship *had* to work, no matter how miserable she was.

“I was just… literally trying to survive every day,” she confessed, detailing a life lived in constant survival mode.

The secrets were piling up: hiding the MS, hiding the marital strife, and hiding her past eating disorder issues—she felt utterly suffocated!

But WAIT—it gets WORSE.

Sigler felt so dependent on Discala that she was TERRIFIED to leave him, asking the SHOCKING question: “Who would protect me?”

We’re told she had zero clue about her finances or anything else, making her feel like she would be “free-falling” without him, according to Page Six.

“I knew that I didn’t want to be with him, but I was terrified to be without him.”

Chile, that dependency sounds like control to us!

Was AJ taking advantage of a young, vulnerable star battling a debilitating disease? Sigler admits looking back, “Yes,” but she also suggests he might not have even realized the MESS he was creating!

She implies they were BOTH caught up in a whirlwind ride that spun completely out of control.

The actress, now 44, is finally taking her power back and telling her side of the story because she needed to process the trauma.

She admitted that reliving those dark moments for the memoir felt like the memory was resurfacing completely—a truly PAINFUL process!

Fans are rally behind Sigler as she shares this raw look at her past, proving that even Hollywood princesses have their own private hells.

Don’t miss the full scoop when the book drops May 5th—you KNOW we’ll be dissecting every single page for the next juicy scandal!